Unrecognizable...

When I look in the mirror I don't see me anymore. I recognize my physical form somewhat but the person I grew up with is gone. Even in pictures people take of me today, its not me. I kinda see me but its not. The same thing happened with Adam. Its as if the soul starts to leave our bodies prior to death. The pictures aren't the same as before. His last photo he took of himself....that wasn't Adam. I told him I didn't like the picture because it wasn't him. He said that is how I feel so I put it up. Am I unrecognizable because my time is approaching?Or is my soul so wounded its hiding?